"dont listen to him, donny-d is just trying to get into her pants by showing his sensitive sign... well your desperate attempt to impress the ladies has failed."
hmm... came across this on one person's site... and when to the site of the person who wrote this and wrote:
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"well your desperate attempt to impress the ladies"
a) That is going to slide only because your knowledge about me is below the minimum...
b) You don't even know
c) Nor have you ever seen how I look...
d) Yeah the girl "K" is an acttrative girl but...
e) DUDE! you fuckin live in America... you know the bad sides when being with underage girls (I ain't no petafiling cradle robber...)
But!
SHEEEET! you're a guy... you think like a guy...
YET!
maybe.. your attempts to show how you feel about her are going on inside... only that you wanted to make yourself look cool by downfalling another person (FUCKED UP!)... thats not cool...
OH wait!
your only sixteen... I'd expect childish behaivor from one who acts like a child... damn.. atleast have the fuckin decency to telll me things to my face... rather than making yourself look better infrint of other people... damn.. glad I'm out of high school... so I would deal with asshole sixteen year olds like you (yeah.. I'm passing judgement on you.. and you may think thats fucked up.. it wasn't so nice when you fuckin did it too... and at least I'm fuckin noting this to you... so other people wouldn't read it and I'm not trying to look cool.. on the fuckin internet...) hey thanks alot... I hate being posed as... "the guy who tries to sway girls with his sensitivity..." and actually.. yeah I'm sensative... so in another sense.. what you did.. I found rude... and kinda disrespectfull... it'd be nice if people like you.. weren't acting like jerks to insult others.. just to look cool... hope one day you would correct mistakes like this.. so you can rather help making this sad world.. into a better place.
What pisses me off even more... I was fuckin going through the whole blissfullness just because christmas was coming... then.. coming around your fuckin BULLSHIT! (yes.. it's bullshit.. because it never had to be done.. you did it for fuckin selfish reasons..) your bullshit.. made my fuckin mood... go into a downfall.. again.. thanks... thanks for being an asshole
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Damn... kinda even pissed off at myself.. because maybe my message to the guy was over offensive... and the message didn't get through.. and above all.. I may have even hurt the guys feelings... or even just as worst.. offended him... yet still.. I have nothing but shallowed feelings for the moment... still I'm hurt... and thats my FUCKIN! problem.. being FUCKIN SENSATIVE... (GAWD! it's so hard when a guy has fuckin feelings... the deep sensative kinds... because
a) Nice guys finish last.... or me... not at all...
b) My emotions get the best of me...
c) The guy friends belittle me because of it..
d) I easily feel hurt...
e) and for a guy like me to get hurt... is really not a good combination... pain.. sensativity.. and I)
man.. life truely does suck... really... if it had to be so full of hurt and pain... why go through with it... why should pain be.. why must we have people with ugly perosnalities.. or even... asshole like ones... jerks... just because their life is going bad.. must they as well cause the life of another to be like SHIT! hmmm... only if.. the world.. could change.. but it doesn't.. everyday.. one person takes form another... and that perosn takes from another.. then another.. and another... I know there are "some" good people out.. whom don't do nothing and help to make this world.. easier to live in.. yet.. we're outnumbered.. and the waves negativity sweeps across and takes the final victor... hmmm... going to stop.. and do something.. fuckin productive.. ganna stay away from deviant art for a while.. (just because someone pissed me off!?) yeah.. because someone just pissed me off... thought this was a site with people.. who were artistic in the soul.. and personified their beauty.. on to a page... but no... this site contains "some" dumb ass teens.. trying to look good in fornt of a girl who tries to express a certain artistic value of herself.. and all it took.. was a dumb ass teenager to just say.. SHE'S HOT! (in some sense... it would be nice to say that to a certain girl... yet when you leave nothing but that.. and trying not to expose the value the artis was intending.. or even an artistic value.. and incorporating the beauty of the girl.. but more the reason why she even puts it up there.. letting everybody know who a certain person in there life was meaning to them...)
Nothing really left to say.. in this journal.. except.. because I'm way too damn sensative.. and I myself know that... and I can't stop the process of my thinking nor the jagged senses of burdens in my head... and it being around christmas.. killed it for me... I thought people woul dbe nicer... I thought wrong... I'm not going to come back to this site for a while.. a while.. even I myself know not how long that would be...