I guess I'm back.. yeah.. I am... wait.. well... no I'm not.
And so...I've decided to come back to this place.. I'm alot stronger of a person now... so.. I would be able to tolerate other people bullshit since I was able to rid myself of my own.. *Steps back through the Dorrs of DA... claps hands in one loud smack...* Let the madness begin.
Empty floating thoughtsYou know those days when one comes to realize the future ahead of themselves however the thinking process is too much for myself to even explain so here I find myself... writing this in my journal to get a thought out of you... the reader and though I wouldn't say all there is to say... because what if... you know if certain information could fall in "wrong hands" hmmm here I am listening to my music and whatever it may be my anime soundtracks... as much as my Drum n Bass even a little trance with some underground hip hop doing N O T H I N G with myself Gawd... it's so boring not a single thought comes to my head... that I want to do... because the thoughts I have already thought of it would... repetitious of me so... what would it be that you are doing besides reading my journal entry?
.............................."dont listen to him, donny-d is just trying to get into her pants by showing his sensitive sign... well your desperate attempt to impress the ladies has failed."
hmm... came across this on one person's site... and when to the site of the person who wrote this and wrote:
"well your desperate attempt to impress the ladies"
a) That is going to slide only because your knowledge about me is below the minimum...
b) You don't even know
c) Nor have you ever seen how I look...
d) Yeah the girl "K" is an acttrative girl but...
e) DUDE! you fuckin live in America... you know the bad sides when being with underage girls (I ain't no petafiling cradle robber...)
SHEEEET! you're a guy... you think like a guy...
maybe.. your attempts to show how you feel about her are going on inside... only that you wanted to make yourself look cool by downfalling another person (FUCKED UP!)... thats not cool...
your only sixt
Hmmm....Kinda wierd... today I woke to some jazzy christmas carols on my stereo... kinda mad that people use shit without permission... BUT! I wasn't feeling bad.. kinda good.. and could wait for christmas.. (for those who know me... yeah I was like WHAT THE HELL!?) kinda wierd.. anyways.. because of that unexpected matter... I feel good.. (again.. WHAT THE HELL!?) well I hope everyone who reads this.. at feels good... remember christmas is coming... and if someone.. who is always.. constantly.. sad... can be happy.. at least a time once year... so can you... journal... I hope everyone could feel the sense of untimely happiness like I... even the bad ones.. (through good actions ofcourse...) well.. off to go.. do the usual shinangins I do... bye
Drowned in the flow of sorrow(For those whom wish to respond to this journal entry... please.. watch what you say... I know it's just a movie... I know that movies are different from reality... and for those who think they know me... and wish to try and correct me.. dammit... (you know who you are) it just really shows that you don't know.. and that all your efforts in the past did nothing but inslt with the way you say it... yah.. you know who you are)...
I just saw Memento... really a great film... but as soon as I began to think like lenny... and understanding his pain and anxieties... damn.. it reminded me of the ones I have... he and I are different though.. however... we wake up hoping the day t be good.. when it just ends up being bad.. though his moments.. the whole movie was in a time spand of two days... my goes forever.. and it forever remains the same... hmm it just it bugs me... I feel a sort of emptiness about it... I feel the pain he has.. not being able to have the ability to hold the go
Moments Quote...Were arn't gods... so we don't have the abilities to stop the waves of time... we only move with it.
Moments Quote...Transitions from left to right... up to down... how does one stop a wave of water... how does impede penatrating light... you can't... for moments... you can place a wall infront of a wave... and shell the sun... yet still... they exist... you can't stop the flow that is life...
the momentmy life...
is a shattered mirror...
I look at it...
and it's a complete representation of I...
I'm too broken because I'm so fragile...
and I'm in scattered pieces...
to break this curse... of the unluckiness of broken mirrors... is to bury the broken mirrors...
does that mean I must bury myself...
what am I to do... nothing for the moment...
this feeling has been flowing eversince the dawn of the weekend...
I always had hoped to wake up to a new morning...
the rays of the golden sun would wash away the sadness of
the day before...
the time before...
for two days... I'm feeling the aches...
it opened doors to the past mistakes...
the past troubles..
the past depression...
can it be due to the fact I'm walking away from the light...
away from everything good...
no... it can't...
everyday... I'm always hoping to find new things to feel good
my vision is covered up...
covered by the past trouble, mistakes, depression...
Christmas free-to-use Stuff!Journal to compile free-to-use Christmas things from me~ Have fun!
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//Going to add more as soon as I get time to draw more of those thingies :3
About MMD YanSim ModelsHi anyone reading this, but I just want to notify you sorry for the inactivity for a while. I have been taking a break for a very long time and I have little to no interest in Yandere Simulator and MMD. I have no motivation to finish what I started, and I don't want to just keep saying, "Model will be put on download soon." What I want to say is that I won't be making anymore Yandere Simulator models and I want to break any promises I made from you guys. Feel free to use my models and edit them, because I won't be making any Yandere Simulator Models in the meantime. Now that I won't be making Yandere Simulator models I will probably be inactive and will post some screenshots here in there in my free time.
so bleeeh yeah no more yan sim models and you can edit my models because i dont really care about yandere simulator bleeheheeh that also means that i wont be that active anymore blehehehehe theres the start of school so i wont be active times 2 bleheheheh xddddd
yeah, thank you for un
Undertale 50 day Challenge! (Not my list!!!)Note: I did NOT make this list! My sister texted me the list and I'm not sure who the original maker is.
I'm just listing the 50 drawing meme's. If you know who the ORIGINAL maker of this list is, please link it to me.
1) Draw yourself in the outfit you'd wear if you were to fall into the Underground.
2) Draw yourself encountering Flowey.
3) Draw yourself in your favorite armor/defense combo.
4) Draw yourself in the dummy encounter.
5) Draw yourself buying (or not buying) something at the spider bake-sale in the ruins.
6) Draw yourself looking at Toriel's socks.
7) Draw yourself exploring your favorite room/area.
8) Draw yourself reacting to sans's puns while hiding behind the lamp.
9) Draw yourself playing the hole game in Snowdin.
10) Draw yourself talking to an echo flower.
11) Draw yourself with Sans in Grillby's with your order.
12) Draw yourself walking with Monster Kid.
13) Draw yourself in Toriel's bossfight.
14) Draw yourself in papyrus's bossfight.
15) Draw yourse
[CLOSED+ WINNER]HALLOWEEN RAFFLE 21-SHADOWMONSTERTHE RAFFLE ENDS \;/7//;/!
Thanks a lot to all those who participated in T//7//T
I have read all the comments, yesterday unfortunately I was out of home
plus my little cat escape from house and I've had a lot of fear, fortunately I found her ( is my last cat who have been invested years ago T-T this is why I was in panic ;_; )
Today I'll try to reply to as many comment I can \T///T/
But now...the winner is...
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And thanks again to everyone!
Se you in the next raffle \T/7//T/ <3 <3
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i just wanted to thank each and every one of your watches, faves, and comments
they help push me to improve my art!!! it's the holidays & it's time to give back :-)
bun has left da, so it's not a double art raffle! i just wanted to use the header he made for me cos it's rly cute <3
1st place winner - berrysquid
2nd + 3rd place winner - melon-cube + iRosefeather
congrats!!! all the winners will be notified! thank you all for participating <3
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CringeLop got to see some of these and took pictures of them. Gotta upload them before she does. Also thought it'd be interesting for you guys to see!
This was when Claire was a dragon Scootaloo (also seemingly exactly like siansaar's Lavender), Valiant was a little more like Prism and Estrello existed. If I remember correctly, these were gonna be the only three characters I focused on and Claire was gonna eventually become a part of the guard.
Some old Sparity and Buttonbelle and WTF is happening to Sweetie's face
Illusion and Celestia making silly faces
I wanna say these were the first drafts of the next gen (Claire and T not included since I'd already posted drawings of them here). Annie wasn't gonna exist and Fluttershy wa