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my life...
is a shattered mirror...
I look at it...
and it's a complete representation of I...
I'm too broken because I'm so fragile...
and I'm in scattered pieces...
to break this curse... of the unluckiness of broken mirrors... is to bury the broken mirrors...
does that mean I must bury myself...
what am I to do... nothing for the moment...
this feeling has been flowing eversince the dawn of the weekend...
I always had hoped to wake up to a new morning...
the rays of the golden sun would wash away the sadness of
the night...
the day before...
the time before...
for two days... I'm feeling the aches...
it opened doors to the past mistakes...
the past troubles..
the past depression...
can it be due to the fact I'm walking away from the light...
away from everything good...
no... it can't...
everyday... I'm always hoping to find new things to feel good
about life...
but...
my vision is covered up...
covered by the past trouble, mistakes, depression...
for the moment I am blind...
tomorrow I'll go deaf
because I'm evolving to shell myself from this world...
and...
what I'll be in this world.
is a shattered mirror...
I look at it...
and it's a complete representation of I...
I'm too broken because I'm so fragile...
and I'm in scattered pieces...
to break this curse... of the unluckiness of broken mirrors... is to bury the broken mirrors...
does that mean I must bury myself...
what am I to do... nothing for the moment...
this feeling has been flowing eversince the dawn of the weekend...
I always had hoped to wake up to a new morning...
the rays of the golden sun would wash away the sadness of
the night...
the day before...
the time before...
for two days... I'm feeling the aches...
it opened doors to the past mistakes...
the past troubles..
the past depression...
can it be due to the fact I'm walking away from the light...
away from everything good...
no... it can't...
everyday... I'm always hoping to find new things to feel good
about life...
but...
my vision is covered up...
covered by the past trouble, mistakes, depression...
for the moment I am blind...
tomorrow I'll go deaf
because I'm evolving to shell myself from this world...
and...
what I'll be in this world.
Bleh
I guess I'm back.. yeah.. I am... wait.. well... no I'm not.
And so...
I've decided to come back to this place.. I'm alot stronger of a person now... so.. I would be able to tolerate other people bullshit since I was able to rid myself of my own.. *Steps back through the Dorrs of DA... claps hands in one loud smack...* Let the madness begin.
Empty floating thoughts
You know those days when one comes to realize the future ahead of themselves
however
the thinking process is too much for myself to even explain
so here I find myself... writing this in my journal
to get a thought out of you... the reader
and though
I wouldn't say all there is to say... because what if... you know if certain information could fall in "wrong hands"
hmmm
here I am listening to my music
and whatever it may be
my anime soundtracks... as much as my Drum n Bass
even a little trance
with some underground hip hop
doing N O T H I N G with myself
Gawd..
..............................
... Returned I have
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